Mixed feelings...

I'm going back to work this evening...part of me feels relieved that I can finally get back to work, yet a part of me feels really bad about "abandoning" Hunny to take care of Cherise alone tonight. Will she be able to cope with the feeding, the changing and the pacifying all by herself? What if Cherise refuses to sleep after the night feed? Will Hunny be overworked? Sigh...sometimes I wish I can quit my job and be a stay at home dad. I like being at home with my family. i enjoy the fact that I can watch Cherise sleep. But a man's got to do what a man's got to do. God, please make your angels work overtime today....